my confession

my everdearest france.. i regret to say that i have lied and i have cheated

I lied to both of us when I said I did not want to be with you
as there has never been anyone else that could take your place in my heart
I lied when I thought I did not need you
because my life has been empty without you
I lied to myself thinking I could live without you
because you are the air that sustains me, the food for my soul

I cheated myself when i left you
cheated myself out of moments of happiness that i now feel
I cheated myself by depriving myself of your love
as the feeling is beyond compare
I was cheated out of a purposeful life
for now I know you are my reason to live
I cheated myself away from making you smile
as seeing your smile, specially when I am the reason is the greatest reward I could achieve

But as i said, i learn from my mistakes, never again would i lie to myself or cheat myself out of the happiness i feel when im yours and you are mine. This I promise you. Never again will i hide the truth, that YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE OWNER OF MY HEART